yay or nay?




SMILE!!!! I'M COMING HOME!
:))))))

somehow, suddenly everything's gone.
until now, i don't know which side to buy,
whether it is a good or a bad thing.
not realizing myself, even when i see you everyday that it was slowly fading.
up until that night, when everything came on me,
i went out to think, to get some fresh air thinking it was only a spur of a moment.
but no, as i sat on that very bench i realized it was all gone.
gone like you always wanted it to be in the first place.

what am i supposed to now?
my mind has drawn a complete blank.
i feel so empty without any directions.
i simply just don't know what to do.


love;
- jocelyn -