enough is enough.

if only i could get rid of my shyness towards you.
if only..

been thinking a lot again lately. i happen to have lots of things to think about actually that's why. once again, situations i currently am facing made me open my eyes to my surroundings.

thinking back, i do miss high school a lot not only because of my friends and teachers. i've come to realize that i actually like the fact that when i'm still in school, i have less to worry about. the only focus i had in school was basically my studies and duties. now, i have more than that. meeting new people who may not be too fond of my attitude and all.

its so tiring for me to sit and think like this. whenever i'm free, i would just sit and think to myself about all those possibilities. such a waste of time, i know. sometimes, things that happen here upsets me a lot. try to hide it though. but its too hard.

one word,
whatever.

whenever things like these happen, i feel a need to tell you.
but in the end, its my shyness that stops me from telling you.

PS : had fun with the girlfriends during the weekend. ♥

yours truly;
- jocelyn -