don't keep me in the dark.

the twinkles of starlight are yet again visible tonight,
only for me to search for the brightest of them all again,
wishing that it could answer my unspoken question that was meant for you.

i'm yet again feeling;
confused? arghh.

its funny how life is. its like one minute you are on the top of your world and in the next, everything crashes down right before your very eyes.

if anyone would ask my friends how am i these few days, they would say that i'm feeling extremely contented. but on the inside, i tend to feel all these insecurities that has been building up for quite sometime. i really want to get rid of them - its bothering me - though i know i can't right now; things aren't exactly going my way.

you're like a mystery that i want so much to solve, but will take forever to solve.

i really want to know what's on your mind,
to know what you are thinking at this moment in time,
to know if everything is worth it,
because just wishing on a star is not enough,
as it takes two to complete the story.

i'm curious.
so please don't leave me guessing who/what you really want.

love;
- jocelyn -