the way it is
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 at9:03 PM
my term 1 results were out today.
one word : satisfied.
been doing a little too much of thinking lately. wonder why everything has to be so worked out in ways we could never imagine.
have been asking myself; am i vulnerable? am i weak?
truthfully, i am.
as much as i don't wanna feel this weakness in me, i have to admit that i am. i never wanted to shed a single drop of tear in front people who care for me. never wanted them to get all worried about me. so, i would just try my hardest to fake a smile in front them.
some things that happened in life are just too hard to control. as much as i want it to stop i can't. am feeling so weak because of it too.
ashley and jocelyn.
enough of all the "EMO-ing". i'm not usually like this.
as i said earlier, i'm much satisfied with my term1 results. expected worst. seriously. was not putting much effort into it. i'm the one that is to blame. i'm sorry and i've learned my leason.
world badminton is back this week. the oh-so-important event of the year - BWF World Championships 2009 was scheduled right after my beloved term break. arghh! wished it was during the break. I'LL BE ABLE TO WATCH IT THEN.
xinyi's 18th.
anyways, speaking of my term break, i went out with my awesome girlfriends during the break. had fun joking around, eating, having late night suppers, walking around and doing stuff we normally do. nicole drove simone and i for supper the other night. thanks babe. went around shopping with ash and florence when they were in penang. had never been so tired b4. walked for hours. florence complaining of the her after-shopping effects. HAHA.
currently in the mood of planning AMSA activities as soon as possible so there will be no clashes near exam periods.
*note to:
ash - hang in there girl, we'll always be here 4 u. we are a GANG now. :) even the guys.
PS : remember what you are supposed 2 ask ur uncle, NICOLE TAN!! :) will be waiting. miss u.
take care;
- jocelyn -
been doing a little too much of thinking lately. wonder why everything has to be so worked out in ways we could never imagine.
have been asking myself; am i vulnerable? am i weak?
truthfully, i am.
as much as i don't wanna feel this weakness in me, i have to admit that i am. i never wanted to shed a single drop of tear in front people who care for me. never wanted them to get all worried about me. so, i would just try my hardest to fake a smile in front them.
some things that happened in life are just too hard to control. as much as i want it to stop i can't. am feeling so weak because of it too.
ashley and jocelyn.
enough of all the "EMO-ing". i'm not usually like this.
as i said earlier, i'm much satisfied with my term1 results. expected worst. seriously. was not putting much effort into it. i'm the one that is to blame. i'm sorry and i've learned my leason.
world badminton is back this week. the oh-so-important event of the year - BWF World Championships 2009 was scheduled right after my beloved term break. arghh! wished it was during the break. I'LL BE ABLE TO WATCH IT THEN.
xinyi's 18th.
anyways, speaking of my term break, i went out with my awesome girlfriends during the break. had fun joking around, eating, having late night suppers, walking around and doing stuff we normally do. nicole drove simone and i for supper the other night. thanks babe. went around shopping with ash and florence when they were in penang. had never been so tired b4. walked for hours. florence complaining of the her after-shopping effects. HAHA.
currently in the mood of planning AMSA activities as soon as possible so there will be no clashes near exam periods.
*note to:
ash - hang in there girl, we'll always be here 4 u. we are a GANG now. :) even the guys.
PS : remember what you are supposed 2 ask ur uncle, NICOLE TAN!! :) will be waiting. miss u.
take care;
- jocelyn -