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exam stress got me thinking a lot.

to be precise, it got me thinking on a lot of things that i'm experiencing at the moment.

on that particular wednesday last week when i had my study break, our university had this new intake of students. the intake of the last batch of students who are taking the same course as i am. in other words my JUNIOR coursemates by months. not batchmates though. i have awesome batchmates already!

as i was sitting quietly outside the study area on that wednesday morning, studying my bio, i took a look across to the admin building. LOTS of ppl was there. i didn't really bother about what was happening - had a lot on my mind; exams, etc. though my friends were so concerned that we would not have enough seats to go around for degree.

i continued to do my own thing until i heard a cute voice and the soft ringing of bells. just like the sound of my anklet. then, i looked up from my notes and saw a little girl clinging to her mother's hand while talking. she turned when she saw me sitting alone and i smiled to her. the mother and daughter walked in the direction of the admin building. but just before that, the little girl turned and this time i waved a friendly goodbye to her. she returned the gesture and was then giggling at what her mum got to say to her.

and that left me thinking. how nice it was to be just like that little girl without worries? at that moment, i really did wish i was the small little i used 2 be without worries. the same small girl that runs around happily while playing with her baby sister and little cousin sister. the same small girl that was pampered by everyone. i just wanted to be da small little girl that i used to be.

but then i realised, life has to go on. as much as i would love to enjoy childhood once again, its never going to happen. every single person in this world would have to grow up. and all these worries that we have are just meant to be as we grow up. to mature as an adult, we would have to encounter all kinds of problems that we are ought to face. whether we like it or not.

but i'm sure at our age now, most of us would have problems on academics and relationship wise. but oh well, like what i've told dearest simone like for what? a millionth time? HAHA. the quote my mum tells me; what's yours will eventually be yours, what's not its not.

will be having term break next week!!

take care everyone.

love;
- jocelyn -